The morning I found the baby changed everything. I had thought I was just walking home after another grueling night shift at the hospital, my body aching, my mind exhausted, and my baby boy already waiting at home. But that faint, desperate cry pierced the usual city hum, pulling me toward something I never could have expected.
Saving that child didn’t just alter his fate—it rewrote mine, in ways I could not yet understand. I never thought my life could twist like this. Four months ago, I had given birth to my son, naming him after his father, who never got the chance to hold him. Cancer had taken my husband when I was five months pregnant.
He had wanted nothing more than to be a father, to watch our son grow, to teach him about bikes, baseball, and bedtime stories. When the doctor finally announced, “It’s a boy,” I sobbed uncontrollably, thinking of the joy that my husband had dreamed of but would never experience. Being a new mother is already overwhelming.
Being a single mother with no savings, no partner, and an endless list of responsibilities feels like climbing an impossibly steep mountain in the dark, barefoot, with no one to catch you if you fall.
Every day was survival, not living. My life had collapsed into a series of mechanical motions — late-night feedings that blurred into dawn, diaper blowouts that tested the limits of my patience, and piles of laundry that never seemed to shrink.
The soundtrack of my life was the whir of the breast pump, the hum of the washing machine, and the soft cries of my baby — and sometimes, when the exhaustion cracked my heart open, my own.